Saturday, May 17, 2014

Mia casa (me-ah – cah-saa) – my home

            ….well im sitting at my gate in Chicago after spending the last 14 hours here, and the next flight will board in about an hour and a half….time to go home J….this has been one of the most amazing rides of my life…absolutely the best 4 months I could have ever dreamed up….now its time to go home and start the next chapter….that although, whenever I get home…
            …my flight plan from Torino to home was a long, to say the least….1.5 hour flight from Turin to Munich, 2 hour layover, 9 hour flight from Munich to Chicago, 14 hour layover, now a 3.5 hour flight from Chicago to Salt Lake City, 1.5 hour layover and finally a 2 hour flight from Salt Lake to Spokane……last night thankfully was a cinch J….i took the flight from Munich to Chicago with two other girls from my program who live here….because I had chosen to take the group flight which was round trip from Chicago, I had made another reservation for roundtrip from Spokane to Chicago, unfortunately the group flight got into Chicago last night at 6:30 and when I was booking my tickets the last flight heading west to Spokane was at 7:20 and seeing how there would be no way to do customs, passport control, recheck the bag, and change terminals in 50 minutes so I had booked the next flight which happened to be at 8am this morning….so well I hung out all night with my nearest and dearest friends to fly out this morning…..
            ….yesterday was so incredibly hard to say goodbye….i never wanted to stop hugging my family and leave…after a lot of tears leaving Giacomo at school then MORE tears at the airport saying goodbye to Ely, I told her I loved her and yelled Ciao Mamma as I was heading through security…that was one of the hardest things that I have done….what a gift that family was for me….there were so many times that I can remember think before I left the US, what if I don’t like them, what if they don’t like me, what if im not comfortable….there were so many worries…but once I got there, I knew I had no reason to be scared….even back when Ely and I couldn’t really even communicate I knew I would love living there….
            …and I did, I truly truly did….i now have two homes, one in America and one in Italy…and as I was leaving all I was thinking is how soon can I book a flight to come back and see them….I miss my family so much already and I cant wait to see them next…..but its looking good for them moving to Chicago soon J….thankfully the crying passed after I spent a few good minutes bawling my eyes out silently in the bathroom before going to meet up with my friends flying to Munich….and ive been pretty good since…
            …although I am missing A TON of sleep so who knows I may just break into tears at any given moment ….Not only will I be jetlagged by 9 hours when I get back to Idaho today, when I land at 12 PST it will be 9pm Torino time…which will mean I will have been awake for 39 hours straight….the struggle is being felt a lot right now….because my flights last night were a different reservation from todays, I had to leave security with all of my bags all night….so I felt that I had way too much with me to sleep at all…..so basically I am just forcing myself to stay awake long enough to get onto my flight to Salt Lake and then I can pass out for 3 hours…..I cant wait…..

            ….then it will only be one more flight until I am home!!! I am so so so excited to see my parents and be with them again….now that I have been back in the states for a half a day I am just ready to be back in Idaho…..but in 8 hours I will J I totally cant wait to go home…

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